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Uninvited Eternity

by ~xyldrae

WHAT IS THIS RAGING TORMENT THAT ENGULFS WITHIN TO WITHER
WHAT IS THIS INEVITABILITY! MUST I ALWAYS SUFFER?!
THIS, THAT'S EVER SO DEPRIVING EVEN THOUGH THERE'S NONE OF ME MORE TO STEAL!
AND TO COVET MORE! HOW LONG THIS MOURNIN? MUST I ACHE FOREVER?
MUST I CRY OUT THESE MASSIVE BURSTS OF NEGATIVITY AND SEARCH FOR TEARS TO DEFINE PAIN- "HUMAN"!
BUT THIS PAIN IS BEYOND HUMAN!
IT UNSTALKS DEATH AND PROLONGS THE SACRIFICE CALLED "LIFE"!
MUST I SHATTER MORE AND MORE THOUGH I AM NOTHING WHOLE???
FREE MY LUNGS AND SHUT MY EYES AND FREEZE THEM AGAINST THE BURNING NEEDLE-LIKE INVERTED TEARS!
UNTOUCH MY SOUL AND PITTY ME OH TORMENT LEAVE ME BE!
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Gravel or Cement by ~xyldrae
Need To Be One I have aged and have become -
A mother without a child,
A wife unwed, without
a husband, but a groom I wish would be
And I am ready but
Not for this anomaly
Created by the scarcity
And unreadiness of another...

But I want us to engage matrimonially
Not because of my age, ascending...
Or my time, descending,
And patience wearing...
But because of these motions that render my blood red
And my heart doused by ferverous amity
I simply feel I must be one with you...
And live free.Need To Be One by ~xyldrae
Lovely Death Is His Name His melancholic spontaneity won't release me.
There's more of gloom coming,
I am overwhelmed but this smile hurts my face.
Now he sings like a leprechaun
Brewing MADNESS in his pot of false hope.
Oh why am I here

            peeping and weeping

                       grieving for his real name

While he dances in a humid hell of deceits
It is his home.....

AHA!

He sings it like a DIRGE -

                 "LOVELY DEATH"

                                   ...is his name!Lovely Death Is His Name by ~xyldrae
But a Simple Greatest Death My greatest discomfort is the transition of consciousness;
Herein, my thoughts must ceasefire,
    or begin to ravage me again...

As by my sinking eyelids I am forced to sleep,
Why must my busy heart retire along with them?

And as society requires me so,
I wake up with too much undone,
And not enough to feel alive.
    It hurts my soul.

My greatest pain is this repeating ache...
...to feel alive or be unconsciously dead.
My greatest death is the transition of consciousness,
My graveyard is my bed.But a Simple Greatest Death by ~xyldrae
Xyldrae Diane Espineda Jacob by ~xyldrae
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